i'm trapped,trapped inside something i never though i would be
i'm alone,all alone in the darkest rotten heart
not inside me,inside you
i'm dead,dead as much as i could be
the pain you are giving me
death will creep me forever
as long as i can see
my eyes are closed,tears falling
still i photograph every picture
floating infront of me
cant you see?
i'm rotten,rotten like coldest fear
you will hear
the hollow nightmare screem
the naked baby cries
for her mother,father,food
shes hungry,cold
this cry shatters into my mind
still,what can i do?i'm a looser,i'm
i still keep my eyes closed


sitting in the train station
waiting,waiting for the train of joy to come
but i've waited so much long
bodies getting numb
somebody's smiling at me
monalisa smile
half her mocks my eyes
half it mocks my style
i fear something,something that keeps getting cold
so cold that i thought it waz a cube of ice
i fear secret,it's not cold
and it never lies
you wanna know my secret??
the secret i kept inside my pocket of heart??
the secret is getting heavier the ever
i could use a cart


i know,my secret is cold and heavy
still you want to hear??
if i keep my secret inside
i'm gonna die in fear
why are you smiling
for a second i thought i just won the war
oh,it was a war
war of keeping the hardest secret inside
sigh,i'm crying
crying like the naked baby in the streets
tear drops looked like the diamond shatter
i fear of trust
i fear of love
the fear of you will never brake through me...
i still fear...........
i am going to tell you the secret now
the secret is I LOVE YOU